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okay i'm not going to go on and on about what 2014 has brought and taught me because it has only done one thing : made me stronger.

i'd rather look forward to 2015 because it is looking rather bright at the moment.
i still remember a sermon in church once, where pastor talked about having disappointments in life. (idk if i somehow influenced the topic of the sermon with my facebook post) he said that
'sometimes God lets you fail, only to help you rise up again, soaring higher than ever before' and boy, has he done that.
sure, it was a downward plunge into 2014, but nothing but an uphill ride from there on. i can truly testify now, after i've gone through 2014, that God brings you back up, bit by bit, and before long, you're on top of the world. at the time i couldn't see it, i was blinded by anger and disappointment, but now after everything i can look back and tell you that even if everything seems like THE MOST DEPRESSING THING YOU'VE EVER FELT AND IT TUGS AT YOUR HEARTSTRINGS TILL IT HURTS, it gets better and better. just you wait.

[i will post shorter posts now because i literally hit my head 3 times on the same day really hard and now i have concentration issues jk just lazy]