I will find you

Well, technically, i can't find you.

You gotta find yourself.

You can't have other people telling you what you do best because what you're good at might not be what you're passionate about.

I don't have to tell you what you do well or what you don't because i don't think it matters at all. 

So what if you've never been 'good' at anything.

What is 'good' anyway? 

Academically, good is the standards set by the world, 

Socially, good is the average, 

Career wise, good is how other people do it. 

What's good to me might not be someone else's good. 

Maybe you'll end up loving what you chose to become, maybe you'll end up hating it so so much. Well, who's to say that I'm going to enjoy what i'll be doing next time too? No one can be certain until they succeed to be in that position.

So, why not strive to do what you want, instead of what you're told you're good at, and YOU NEVER KNOW one day you might succeed and actually enjoy it. 

Maybe you're thinking 'uh i don't like anything too' but you know you do. Deep down. Dig deeper.

I doubt most adults that we see now actually planned out their life so perfectly. I think it's up to fate. 

Maybe you've been asking yourself the wrong questions. What am I good at? What is the thing that i can do that I'm not going to mess up? 

Why not : 

Where do i see myself in 10 years?

Even if you don't have or you can't find what you're passionate about at this stage, SO WHAT. A job does not define your passions after all. And your passions do not define who you are. 

People are not going to take one look at you and be like 'oh, this person doesn't even know where she's going in life ew'  

WHO KNOWS one day you find joy in teaching small kids WHO KNOWS. 

Truth is, even though everyone seems so fucking certain about what they'd like to be 5 years from now or what their future husband is like, no one truly knows. You have as good a chance as everybody else. 

In the end, nothing can define you.

We are all organic compounds that are going to decompose into the ground the same way everyone else is going to be. 

You are you.

And that's how i'm going to remember you. You are good, no, you are amazing to me. Shouldn't that be enough?